Friends and other Painkillers

I don't know how they do it, but there are people in our lives, in mine especially, who never fails to just be there and love you all the way. During the sembreak, we had plenty of random dates and meet ups, we used to do this but not quite often because we're school busy.. but in those 2 weeks, it felt like time won't end.

It's the feeling that whatever happens, i'll be just fine because they are there. the comfort, the ease, the absolutely-no-judgment guarantee, that even with my make-up smudged or even if I fart out loud, or even if my hair doesn't look nice, and though I rant about the same things for several years, despite all the unlovely things about me and all the stuffs that I cannot do, we're still friends.

If the world is a big department store, i think FRIENDS are the best and the ultimate freebies that you get.
Lorraine, Trizian, Kim and Kimmie, you know I love you guys, i tell you that a lot.. so less the drama, I'm gonna tell you I miss you and I'll see you soon! :) <3

SEE US IN OUR NOT SO GLAMOROUS PHOTOS. :))

Mommy, Daddy and my Pink Tooth

I thank toothaches for moments like this. Mommy and Daddy taking me to the Dentist, isn't that sweet?

It was Sunday when my wisdom tooth started to give me pains. I took pain relievers until the next day. Tuesday came and the pain worsens. Mommy decided to take me to the dentist referred by my friend Trizian. We were in the car on the way to the clinic when all of a sudden a felt a cloud of appreciation in my heart. Yes. Haha.

I was last on the list so we have to wait in a long line of toothache and braces people. I was sitting between mommy and daddy. I was nervous, afraid, scared, anxious and terrified all at the same time.  I have always been afraid of Dentists, the odd metal and whatever instruments they stick inside people's mouths and the way they demand people to say 'aaaaaaaa' for 96 hours non-stop. Hahaha.I have never been comfortable being around medical people. Ironically, I feel threatened and scared. That is why I really appreciate mommy and daddy accompanying me to the clinic despite the fact that their daughter is an 18-year old grown up, living in Manila alone for 5 days a week. It may seem ridiculous, but to me, it's sweet. Right there, sitting next to them, on that horrible moment of my dental life, I felt thankful for having such sweet parents who never gets tired of being there for me. Once again, I felt like their little baby girl. And it's an indescribable feeling of being sandwiched by my parents love. And then all of a sudden, I felt thankful to a toothache that reminded me how blessed I am for having my parents around.

While we were waiting for my turn, Daddy keeps telling me how he had to undergo a surgery just to get rid of his wisdom tooth. You have no idea how my Daddy tells a story, he tells it very well, I can picture the scenes quite vividly! As what he usually does during medical matters like this, he's been scaring me, telling me that I would have to go through the same surgery because my Ate also did. I was all the more afraid. I gave him sweet punches and mild 'kurot'. HAHA.

I'm going to make the long story short, after the dentist saw what she has to see, and after seeing my dental X-ray,.. guess what? Dad was right. I would have to undergo the same surgery. There's something going on within my teeth. A certain tooth named 'Pinktooth' has been stuck under my gums all these years. My wisdom tooth has been preventing Pinktooth to grow and be a normal one. All these years he has been hiding under my gums just because wisdom tooth won't let him out, and that's quite unfair.. and painful in my part! Hence, the surgery.

I can't imagine that fateful day when that dentist opens my gums and do justice for my stuck tooth, that would be equally relieving and horrifying. I don't know how I'm gonna get through it. But one thing's for sure, as long as I got Dad on my side and Mom on the other, I've got nothing to be afraid of.

I am 18 and I'm brave. I can do this because mommy told me that I can. I will get through this because daddy taught me how to be strong.

It's just a tooth after all, A TOOTH!

Trizian's 18th: Sisters Reunited

October 8, 2011 at La Parilla Hotel.

My Sister, Trizian Gloria Lacson, turned 18. Last na sya na magdedebut sa Abz, sad. Anyway, Icanstill remember it quite vividly until now, this night was a super fun night. Dahil wala naman talagang boring kapag kasama ko sila. Sana kahit wala ng mag-dedebut maulit parin natin happy times like this. I miss you all!

My Blog: Revived :)

My Dashboard tells me that it was October 5, 1897 since I last updated my blog. Haha. :)
It's been so long, so what happened to me? My answer would be... I was busy fixing something.. while procrastinating a little bit.

(Wait, gusto ko mag-Filipino)

Sa totoo lang, kanina pa ako nag-iisip kung paano ko ipapaliwanag sa aking Dear Readers (assuming I have Readers) kung bakit 2 months akong tinamad. Let's face it, katamaran lang talaga ang dahilan, pero isama mo na rin ang ilang issue sa buhay ko na kinailangan ko munang ayusin bago ako makapag-isip muli ng tuwid.

I will be unfair to myself if I will narrate the whole story of my 2-month blogging refusal, that would be very sad and tiring. Because not everything should be shouted out to the whole world via internet, some things are better left unpublished.
But wait, although it will not be timely anymore, I will still blog about the happy, inspiring, exciting and thrilling stories that happened over the course of time that I wasn't posting, stories that are worth publishing and reading. I don't want your parents paying extra for electricity just because their child read a trashy blog posted by me. Chos. Haha.

Gear up for a List of Posts I would like to write in the following days.. or weeks. :)
I had a good time squeezing my brain out for some juicy titles. :)

-Singapore is sweeter the second time around

-They Caramelize My Life

-My Sister and 8 Tear-jerking Facts

-Friends and other Pain-relievers

-I Shift+Deleted You 

-Falling in Line with Mom and Dad

-Grandparents and their hidden coolness

-The Summit (Media) of my dreams

-I am challenged

-I was talking to Adele when all of a sudden John Meyer intervened.

Watch out for them.
I will make it up for those 2 months I was out. :)

My Life's Sweetest Delight

In afew days, I will be sseing them na, and I will  be enjoying every single minute I'll spend with these little cuties. ;)
It will be the perfect time to catch up with my very missed pamangkins. I can spend everyday just cuddling and playing with them. They're really the cutest.. and the sweetest! :)

Really Excited to see them na. :)))

OF ALL DAYS, WHY NOW?

NAWAWALA YUNG ID KO :(((

here's my lonely ID Lace and holder :((

Me and my friend Mechelle were on our way to Recto to Buy Eng Bee Tin Hopia, as requested by my dearest Ate. Hindi ko talga alam pumunta dun, naligaw pa kami ng konti. Sumakay kami ng Tricycle then MRT, tapos isang mahabang lakad. Pinag-lalaruan ko ung ID ko, as what I always do.. Hindi ko na sya napansin kasi we were busy trying to figure out which way to go.
Sobrang naliligaw na kami, hindi namin mahanap ung store.. edi naglakad-lakad kami.. tapos voila biglang may "Eng Bee Tin".. ayun, parang magic, sobrang saya ko. Sobrang saya talaga. Hahahaha.
Pasakay na kami ng jeep pabalik ng P.Noval nung napansin ko na wala na 'kong ID. :((((
Bakit nagyon pa??? :(((((
-magsesembreak na.
-ang hirap kumuha ulit..
 -hindi nag-papapasok sa Library ng walang ID.. may exam pa naman kami sa Ed Tech.:(((
-I'm going somewhere na kailangan ng Student ID. :((

I need my ID back.
Or atleast, get a replacement as soon as FRIDAY.. or else I'll be dead. :(
Please. Please. Please.
I need my ID back talaga....

Boy Meets Girl

I bought this book today, a sequel of 'I kissed dating goodbye' which I have read a few years back, and it was actually the one that I wanted to buy and reread, since I was barely 14 when I first read it. :) Unfortunately, I can't find a copy of it in SM San Lazaro National Bookstore, so since I have read it already, I decided to just buy the sequel, 'Boy Meets Girl'.
I really need this book right now. I love Joshua Harris and I'm thankful to his ministry in writing about Romance with Purpose. I'm so blessed with the principles he teaches and I'm looking forward to a more enjoyable and fruitful reading experience as I go through this book.

I'll blog more about this in the coming days :)

Random lang:
-Amazed, over and over about 1Corinthians 13 :)
-Kelan kaya ipapahiram ni Ijah sakin ung I kissed dating goodbye (sana ipahiram nya kahit 18th birthday gift ko sakanya yun.Haha)
-shopped for trizian's debut today, sale sa SM! *and wala na kong pera :)))
-im gonna go read now :)

JF :)

Video from: blackandgoldblooded
 

JF stands for Just another Fan..
but sometimes, it's also.. Jeric Fortuna <3
Jeric Marco G. Fortuna.
Like everybody else, I am just his FAN.
I am the one who screams her lungs out at the lower box A of Araneta to cheer the unending "Go Fortuna!" and of course the classic and the unbeatable "Go USTe!"
Aside from checking up his formspring and asking questions.. and google-ing him all the time.. I also take the effort of widening my eyes everytime I'm in AB with hopes that I might see him kahit paminsan-minsan lan.

I'm not on the go to compete with other fans like those who chase him around UST and make papicture all the time. There's nothing wrong with that..I actually think it's cute. But I'd rather do my thing on the courtside near the bench and go cheer for him to death. I will support UST.. and Jeric, especially even after graduation.

The last time I watched was the last match with Ateneno, and just when he failed to shoot the last shot for a tie, I dropped a tear. Because I thought that would be the last for him in UAAP and that I will no longer have a chance to watch him Live. But theeeeennnn...
I'm lucky enough that he's staying for another year, his last year actually. Hindi ko ma-express ang saya ko when I knew he was extended until the next UAAP Season.

Dear Jeric, I know you thought you know who your biggest fan is, but I think you're wrong. Because you haven't met me yet. I will yell Go Jeric Fortuna amidst the crowd during your games and I will never get tired. You're not just a great basketball player, I know you're a good man. :)
*and oh.. I die everytime nakaka-shoot ka.. kahit sa free-throw lang. :)))

I know you probably don't remember, but this was me. And my other posts.. na hindi ko namahanap kasi ang crowded ng formspring mo. :)

I hope you hear me when I cheer for you.

-Janlois  :* :) <3

Kissing TV Prod Goodbye

TV Production wasn't just a subject for most 3rd year CA students. It was life.
My day would usually begin jumping off from the bed to go to school and do some shootings, scripts, props, TDR's and Airings.. and it would usually end staring at the laptop waiting for whatever update just so we can produce a show.
But today, I didn't now it was gonna end.
Due to the recent typhoon and class suspensions, Ma'am Faye (who's the most terrific Prof I have met in my entire life), gave us the option of not producing the last Tomatalakay... so the group decided to do just that. And then, that's it.. TV Prod ends. :(
We may not have formal classes/lectures all the time.. but it is one of the subjects from which I have learned a lot. I mean A LOT. From (approximately) 10 Shows that we have produced, each role that I have played have taught me something. all memorable. all tiring yet fun.
I'm proud that I've gone through one of the most difficult phase of CA Life.
I will miss you TV Prod., and all the pressure that you bring, especially during Tuesdays from 9 to12pm :)

BECAUSE I HAVE VERY FEW PICTURES OF THIS BUSY LIFE.

(Photoby Elise Guttierrez) TOMATALAKAY PILOT EPISODE

BORED FOR DIREK'S COMMAND :) BEAT THE BEAT*

BTB*

*PHOTO BY FAITH VELASCO

First script I wrote. (For Ronda Espana Pilot episode) and sorry that it's not readable :D

BECAUSE I HAVE VERY FEW PICTURES OF THIS BUSY LIFE.
BYEBYE TV PROD.
*muah!

Fab Sibs :)

My little brother, Gabriel Angelo (we call him Jelo), is 9 and will turn 10 in January next year. He's in third grade.. with a height that will soon be higher than mine. He's so cuddly, I wanna hug him all the time. :)
We have 9 years of gap and sometimes, or most of the times  we don't agree with everything. But there are things that we really enjoy doing together, being her 'ditse' (cause that's how he calls me), I'm extra happy when we get along well. Yup, but I admit that there are a lot of times when I intentionally annoy him with every way possible. Haha. I don't know, I just feel fulfilled and happy whenever I see him so 'inis'. Call me whatever but I think nag-mana ako sa ate ko, she used to 'asar' me in a more annoying way when she was my age. I'm a little bit less brutal than her. :)

I just miss my siblings, that's all. :)
and my pamangkins too :((((
anyway, we're so fabulous together, see these. :)

guess which part is edited.. Haha

Mukha daw akong mas panganay kesa kay Ate? :(

I'm Happy anyway

There's a gazillion reasons to be sad and lonely, if you are me.
Everyday, I wake up and open my eyes and still feel so tired and exhausted after doing tons of school work for TV Prod and other subjects the night before.
During the day, I'd drag myself to school, and on my way I'd see these happy hands entangled with each other.. and then I die a little bit.
But I die a little more seeing those not-so-nice-people who never fails to ruin my day, people who will never understand how annoying they are.
But I have bigger problems than them.. like..
The thought of being away from home makes me all the more sad.
And the fact that I am really away from home makes me really really... hungry. Haha.'Cause foods from fastfood chains and from anywhere else, even the  really nice restaurants never equate to the dishes cooked by my Mommy. She's just the best.

So that's it. I miss home, I'm tired of school, I'm always hungry, I deal with difficult people and that I don't have a hand to hold.
Ok, ang corny nung last. Hahah.

Sum it all up and you get what? I'll tell you something, despite all that, I'm Happy Anyway.

Who cares if I'm dead tired? At least I'm learning, I'm doing well and I have great opportunities ahead of me. My whole body system may be experiencing stress every minute of the day but I know it's all gonna be worth it someday. At least I know that I'm on the right track, and at least I'm on the road that leads to where I wanna go. I have dreams and this is how I get there. So I'm gonna be happy despite all the sleepless nights and the eyebags that come along.

Hungry. How do I make myself happy when I miss mommy-cooked dishes? I go to Simple Line and have my Coffee Konjac Milk Tea. I know it's nowhere near the taste of foods from home, but I can always find an alternative, right? It's just Milk tea and several other foods like FroYo from Carpark and many others from Dapitan and everywhere combined all together and then I'm happy and full again.:)
Sobrang simple ko lang. Imagine, pagkain lang masaya na 'ko. :)

OK, for those people who make life extra hard by pissing me off, I have an antidote for you. I have my friends and sorry but they are too awesome to not brighten up my day despite your existence. Good thing I have these really really nice and very very true bunch of cute people who never fail to cheer me up and be there for me whenever I need them. Blessed to have met them, my life savers :)

My Manila Friends from ABZ

Eunisse, Mechelle and Me. A trio forever. (Photo from Eunisse de Leon)

Okay, so for my last dilemma, what's new? Haha. No complains, no bitterness. I'm just positively looking forward to that day when I will finally meet the one to spend both the best times and worst times of  my life. And when that day comes, I swear.. I'll do everything to make it work. Kasi it will be worth it. worth all the wait. :))

That's it. I just feel so happy and contented today that I wanna share it to you. :)

Life has its ups and downs, but I'm quite sure that my God will never let me too far down. I will always be just fine.
Cheer up and be inspired, because though there are a lot of reasons not to be, there's still even more reasons to be happy.

LOVE :)

Random thoughts:
-antok na antok na ko. Haha
-I have 5 movies to watch, which one should I watch first?and when will I have time? :)
-I really miss my pamangkins
-ang sarap ng ube na pasalubong nila mommy, as in sobrang sarap!
-ang bilis na ng broadband ng globe, in fairness :)
-tomorrow is a day for my girls so I should sleep na. :)

Goodnight, baby :)

My Life, these past few weeks.

I was Facebook-ing and about to sleep just before I decided to write this. Nothing much about my life these past few weeks. I can't blog all the time because I'm so tied down with School stuffs. There's just so much things to do and yet so little time. Lately, I'm almost always flat,dead tired and movies, music, meet-ups with friends and calls from home are the only ones that cheer me up. I wish I could be more free with my time.
Oh well, there's just three weeks left to endure this very tiring routine, and then I'll be welcoming sembreak na.
Tomorrow, I shall be coming to school at 8AM for Sino si Tomas airing in which I am a PA (because I'm almost always a writer if not a Cameraman, I want a less tiring job but it ends up that it's not less tiring at all.). So fter that I think I'm gonna go to my whatever-it-is-that-she-tries-to-teach class, Filipino. And then hopefully I can buy myself a big lunc, maybe have a goodie fun chat with friends and then feed the lovely (*sarcastic)hamster and then wasssssh my hands and then maybe I can catch some zzz's before squeezing off my brain for Tomatalakay Script.
That's how it works, and then I'm gonna have to write a paper for Literature and that whatever goes and then this and that and then whatever comes... *haaay. Gusto ko na matapos to at makag move on sa buhay. Gusto ko lang magpahinga ng hindi na-guiguilty dahil maraming gagawin.
Okay, enough complains.. it's not just me, it's September and everybody's really longing for December because everybody's dead exhausted and the Holidays is such a nice, cheerful way to have a break.

By the way, I may not have the chance to blog about this separately because I'm tinatamad, haha. But I really had a fun weekend.
-TVC (Growee) Shoot at Caloocan (Phil's place)
-Greenhills with Aaron and Ijah
-Trinoma with them plus Irah and Rona
-Sleep Over at Aaron's
-Church at VCF with Janine and Esther the next day
-and then slept like a baby.

I wish to spend more time with them and with my family too.

Yep. So i'm gonna sleep now. :)
Wait. Random Things lang:
-I wanna watch the movie In Time
-I'm quite.. how do I say this.. Inspired kilig.. or basta.. with a couple I know who just celebrated their anniversary and.. there, okay. Haha.
-I'm preparing for my parents' wedding anniversary on the 24th, what shall I do?
-I'm both worried and excited about October.
-I'm hungry.
I wanna turn off the lights after finishing this but I'm tinatamad.
-Okay I think I'm gonna end here.
-But wait, I wonder if anyone really reads my posts aside from myself. Hahaha.

Ok. Goodnight to me. :)

How could Taxi Drivers be so cruel?

I had a lot of Taxi experiences like this pero this will piss me off eternally.

Last night, as I was on my way home from a friend's party, I rode a Cab from Taft area to my Dorm in P.Noval. The streets were almost empty kasi nga gabi na, and the distance wasn't that far. Much to my surprise, pagdating namin sa dorm, the driver asked me to pay P 200. Seyoso ka kuya? 200 talaga? 

Ayoko nalang sya awayin kasi pagod na 'ko and takot din ako, syempre.. naka-party dress pa ko and all. Baka mainis sya sakin, sagasaan ako. So, I let go of my 200 Pesos kahit sobrang ayoko kasi hindi worth it.

Sayang kasi, ang lapit. :((( 

Before nga, siguro January or February, nag-Taxi ako from GMA tapos inikot niya ulit sa Quezon Ave., tapos West Ave. palang 280 na agad. Hindi ko napansin ung metro nya, sobrang bilis, parang magic. Bumaba ako, kasi baka pagdating sa dorm milyon milyon na 'yon. Hahah.

Ang daming ma-lokong Taxi drivers ngayon, good thing na hindi ako nakaka-encounter ng sexual harassments, financial lang. Hahah. I'm still blessed. :))

Ingat tayo, friends.

Wag sasakay sa passenger seat sa tabi ng driver as much as possible.

Lock the doors. And, always bring a pepper spray, just in case. :)

And someone told me na ung R&E Taxi Company daw, safe and polite ung drivers. 

Let's all be careful whenever we commute. :)

Lots of love,

Janny :)

I eat, therefore I'm happy :)

So what happened during the long weekend?
Kumain ako.... :)

....ng madami. :)

Yan lang yung may picture ako pero sobrang dami ko nakain. Favorite ko ung shrimp na may butter and honey. Ung sandwiches, ako gumawa. Promise masarap ako gumawa ng ganyan. :)
Anyway I stopped depriving myself from foods na. I'm happy with my body, with all the fats and curves and all. :)
There's something that makes me eat sooooo much when I'm at home.
Aside from it's masarap, it's also free. :)
I don't have to calculate and minus the food cost to my allowance anymore. I just EAT and then eat again. :)
PLUS MY MOM COOKS LIKE NO OTHER. SHE'S JUST THE BEST. :)

The Sweetest Thing

What's the number 2 Milk Tea in UST?
 -- (In a Head and Shoulders TV Ad tone of voice) I really don't know.
What's the number 1 Milk Tea in UST
--Syempre Simple Line. :)

YES. IT IS THE SWEETEST THING. MY ULTIMATE STRESS BUSTER.COFFEE KONJAC FOREVER.
I love everything about this milk tea, except from the fact  that it makes me wiwi eight times after I drink it, plus  many other ways of Biological Excretion that lead to ambush trips to the Comfort Room. Hahaha.
Go search it on the web and you will find a million health helps that it gives to the body. And the taste, oh the taste. I can't get enough of it.

It has become my harmless addiction. It makes a stressful day one million inches easier and bearable. I so love it, a day wouldn't pass without me buying it. The mere smell and sensation of entering the Simple Line Stall relaxes me instantly.
I have my friends to thank, Eunisse and Mechelle for accompanying me during random trips to Simple Line in-between classes and.. for tolerating my very healthy addiction.Thank you, ladies! :)

And actually, I am considering Eunisse's suggestion of having a Milk Tea Dispenser at home, and make it like my Water. Haha. *kidding.
But seriously, Aaron (who is also a huge milk tea fan) and I considers buying a Franchise of Simple Line after graduation. *we were dreaming :))) Haha.


I'm just so happy for having Coffee Konjac in my life.(Op. Seryoso) :))

(Miss, ano order mo?)
"Coffee Konjac, please. Large." That's it.. and  my day is complete.
:))))

THIS IS A PAID ADVERTISEMENT.
(ops. Hahaha.I wish.)

The Lovers' Lane and the Moon

Photo by Mr. Russell Pua

Several weeks ago, before I even made this blog.. I was walking alone in UST Lovers' Lane, as I was making my way to my Dorm. As the name implies, it is the Lovers' Lane, where the moon shines so bright, where everyone has another hand to hold, where couples have these heart-shaped eyes as they gaze in each other, where everyone seems to be so sweet and in-love, everyone seems to be so happy.. and it's contagious! But then, it is also a place where I probably don't belong.
I am used to this scenario.. because it is not only in Lovers Lane where I get to see sick people like them, they are everywhere, like Jollibee, they're omnipotent.


I felt a little amount of envy deep inside. Okay, I felt a lot of envy deep inside. Haha. I felt it running through my veins. I felt the sudden surge of emotions putting thoughts in my head like, 'Why in the world am I alone?'. I have asked the same question to myself a gazillion times, in different circumstances, for a lot of different reasons. But it was only then, right at that very moment, at the sight of UST's very dramatic and melancholic ambience at night, and in the midst of sweethearts making PDA all around, have I had an answer to my own question.

It is because I have chosen to be in that situation. It was my choice. The whole thing was according to my own preference and decision. Nobody, in anyway, forced me or held me back. I could have chosen to just ride a trike or walk along Lacson St., or in any other route other than Lovers' Lane. Yes, I had a choice. I had a choice not to have walked in Lovers' Lane as much as I had a choice about not having someone to hold my hand and walk me home that night.

I had my chances to choose the other way around. But I didn't. And if I had felt sad or envy or jealous or lonely, that was my fault. I have myself to blame. But then, I have realized that night, I have nothing to regret. I have enough reasons why I opted to let go of my chances, why I decided to be in such a situation, and I why I was alone walking along amidst lovers. It was a tough thing to go through, but I got through it.

I may be alone for the moment, (Okay, I've been alone for quite a time) but I know I am happy, I am whole. At least my happiness is NOT ARTIFICIAL. It is pure, it is real. And for me, that is enough to keep me alive and strong to go through Lovers' Lane alone, over and over again. It is quite an assurance that someday, I will get my chance to walk in that same place with someone's hand to hold and someone's heart to love and keep, truthfully and unconditionally. And when that time comes, I am sure to bring a nice camera with me, I will be taking a lot of pictures with him, atleast to make up for the times that I was dead envious. Haha.
So before this gets a little bit way beyond the line, I'm gonna leave it like this. Byiii :)

*I was listening to John Mayer's Heartbreak Warfare as I write this. :)

THE MEANEST FEELING IN THE WORLD

The feeling of sleepiness when you are not in bed, and can't get there, is the meanest feeling in the world.   

Sometimes I wake up at dawn, sometimes in the morning, sometimes at noon, sometimes in the afternoon. But there are some days when I don’t wake up, because I don’t sleep at all.

Although I really love sleeping, I really do. I even believe that it’s one of the nicest things in life. But there are just things that keep me away from doing my favorite hobby like school, school, school and school. Well, sometimes movies too, but most of the times it’s really school.

THE MOST SEDUCTIVE THING I KNOW. I LITERALLY SLEEP WITH IT EVERY NIGHT: MY BED

I believe that the Pen is a two-edged sword. But then, I think Scripts are an alternative. WHY? Because in the process of writing it, it makes you wanna sleep like an infant on a crib and on the other hand, it make you so alive, so active and so focused because you have to finish it and meet the deadline.

These and many other pages takes the blame for my
very heavy eyebags. 
(Did this with Mark Toldo)

Most of my no-waking-up days,are due to these Scripts that my major subject, TV Production, demands.

You know the feeling when you sleep a little bit earlier than too late, like 4AM and then you have to wake up at 6AM?  I feel like my head’s spinning around, I really don’t want to open my eyes. I’m like

 “Kakatulog ko lang ah, umaga na ulit?”. Feeling ko sobrang unfair ng mundo. Yung feeling ng batang nadaya sa Ice Ice Water. Haha. Nakalimutan ko na ako pala yung may kasalanan kasi late na ko natulog for a not-so- valid-reason dahil nanuod lang pala ‘ko ng movie the other night. Pero may explanation ako d’yan. Kasi diba, syempre tatapusin ko muna yung Homeworks, readings or whatever for school tapos syempre I want to relax din kaya I watch movies, good ones like Something Barrowed, Never Let Me Go, the Last Kiss, Just Go with it and many many many more. (Because I have a browser of this Website and they have all the movies in the world. Swear! Ask me about it!)

But then, I will never blame school for my sleepless nights. Although sometimes I complain about it, but I will never regret it. Aside from the fact that it trains me to handle big responsibilities and manage my time, it also stretches me to reach my full potential. Yezz. That’s how it works. Kaya I’m very open to new and even harder tasks, but please oh please, may it not be Sleep-depriving. Because I still have high hopes of growing up like even just an inch taller.. kasi the last time I checked, 4ft 11 inches lang ako, so I need 1 more inch para sakto sa 5ft. Para papasukin na ko sa ibang rides sa Star City. Hahaha.

(PERO! 1st year pa ko yung 4ft 11 inches na yun. 3rd year na ko, kahit pano lumaki naman siguro ako. =D )

Okay. 'nuff said. I'm gonna finish this and maybe take a nap. :)

THE MEANEST FEELING IN THE WORLD

I'm gonna Blog again.

I have started numerous Blogs in different Blogsites since my early High School Years. 

But most of them, if not all, are now DEAD. 

There were these Blogs where I poured so much heart into, those that I've wrote with  soooo much emotions that I hardly realize, I was revealing too much of myself already. Early teenage years, Yes. Those times when I thought that everything that will ever matter is the moment. I was wrong.

When I look back and check out those Blogs again, it gives me chills. I'm like, 'How could I be this stupid before.' With all those grammatical errors and very maarte contents.. Please oh please. I forsake you, old Blogs.

As the old cliche goes, "Everybody deserves a second chance". 

I do.  And I will blog again. This time, MORE SENSIBLE and LESS GRAMMATICAL ERROR.

You can never really take that away from an Ex Editor in Chief. Because no matter how hard I try to ignore errors, I always end up editing them in my mind. :)

Okay, so bear with me in this new Blogging journey. I promise to update this as often as I could despite the busy sched of my Junior Year in college and despite the demands of my own personal life. Haha. Feeling in-demand. :)

Kei. Lezz do this. :)

"I'M NEW HERE. SO NO MAKING FUN OF ME." (--Summer Finn, 500 Days of Summer)